So Saturday night and well im left alone again without my bestfriend, my friends or the guy whom I thought was into me. Because it seems no guy has ever been into me and my friends I always drive them away from me. Right now im lostas who I am and what to do because no one has ever truely loved me.

left alone...

The last few nights I have talked to someone who makes me feel special and well was starting to feel as if I was able to lean on that person and rely on that person. Because I know me I knew from the beginning I would get attached too quickly, after all it has been a couple of nights and tonight I feel alone. This person didn't really reply today, yes I don't know what is happening in their life right now or what they are thinking but it would be nice to be given an explanation as to why there is no reply. I see them go online when I go off and when I go on they go off, I can't help feel insecure, as if I have done something wrong. Because tonight once again I felt alone, felt left all alone again...