Pets

There are times in our lives where we go through losses... losses of family , close friends, and like me right now the question of putting down a pet. I find this one of the hardest because you cant speak to them and ask them what they want but when you look into their eyes you can see the pain they are in. My whole life I've lived with dogs, from the moment I was born I had a dog, I wasnt a whiny kid asking for a dog because I already had one. The question or idea of losing one kills me, I've lost a dog before and honestly I'll never forget her! But the idea of losing another one is beginning to slowly rip me apart, afterall I've lived with them my whole life!! The idea of losing someone or something close to you in your life is like losing your left arm, it slowly rips off and rips you apart not knowing what to do any more! I've spent my morning bursting into tears thinking of the possibilities after today, the fact that I might never see her again makes me want to explode, I dont know what to think or do now.