Time...

To be honest i just want to write this one post of Nikola or N as i call him nowadays. Well to be honest i havent written anything about him lately cause i havent had any recolation or communication with him lately. But today and the past few days seem to be getting back to normal. Sometimes i think he just wakes up and is like maybe i shall look at her today or talk to her today but i dunno. Today only awks thing was eye contact, like we had so much of it!! But like i know he doesnt like me and that he likes another girl but i cant help but feel the (ew so cheezy) connection we have hhahahaha ew!! Especially during the dodgeball game but maybe it was my imagination or im that blind but i definiately saw something. But his still a dick and he still pisses me off alot!! But i feel like his going back to his normal self slightly like both of us and well like before our flirtiness hahahahaha

Guess we shall see cause time can only tell now :P