Sup Ya'll

Hey darlings, I'm wondering how everyone has been :) Tomorrow I'm going to see my cousin Belinda and we are going to watch Catching Fire, Finally!! I am honestly so excited and this would be my first time going to the city in 2014 WOW Anyway last few days have been feeling kind of at peace here at home, but kind of disconnected to the world and my friends. Today I saw my cousin on Ellen which was pretty cool! And she told me that there are plenty of sexy Latino men in LA and honestly I can't wait to grow up and go to LA!!! But I'll probably go when I'm 21 cause that's their legal drinking age haha Party all day and night... can only dream. On to other news, even though I am confident and head strong, I am a little nervous of leaving my house and actually going to the city or places where I would see my friends because... well I don't actually know why. I realized yesterday that a wheel around a lot and am a pretty pushy person, I don't mean to be but it just happens. But after doing some thinking today I don't need to wheel around anymore, I need to stop. I'm sorry, you know who you are, I don't mean to be pushy and push you into my decisions, I am glad we are friends, and I don't want to rely on you anymore cause you have your own life. I know this sounds sappy but I set you free to live your own life, you don't need to have the job of checking up on me, or listening to me anymore :) but I'm here anytime for ya, you know that :) Ok well I'm gonna get some beauty sleep now cause honestly I need it but before that I'm going to have a little me time and just watch a movie and put on a face mask haha Night ya'll