I saw him again. I didnt really feel anything but something felt different this time, it was like a mutual feeling towards him. But things went back to normal, we flirted, had our banta and talked, like really talked which was nice :)
But a few things felt weird, he said only because Cheanda said so, which was weird. And before he left that awkward handshake? I am confused but not estatic or happy that i saw him just confused.
This was a few days ago, when i saw him again but now ever since i saw him i miss him which is strange. To escape this feeling i turn where i will only feel happy and that is my family. When i am with them i only feel happy because we are all together and as in family i mean extended family. They help me feel like i dont need to care about anything and just have fun with life but life isnt that easy. I guesd today is the day i feel lonely and well it sucks, because i think of those moments all over again.
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