Changes

Things have changed i realised with me and Nikola alot. We used to have frquent exchanges when we talked and he used to make fun of me and stuff but now things just seem plain awkward. Before when i used to talk to the boys around him he would say "no dont give it to Cheanda" or "dont talk to Cheanda" but now its like whenever we talk and stuff we get awkward and dont speak. We cant even make eye contact anymore, and i  honestly miss fooling around with him acting like i didnt care but now its like all the tension is gone. But like its still there but we try to ignore it or make it go away. I feel like i have lost another friend or i dunno what but it feels like i have lost something, or someone.