I cant stop thinking about what i did to my sister! I feel hopeless but i ask myself this question so many times today. Why did god choose to put me into this family and into this body, into this school and into this lifetime! I dont accomplish anything! I did so shit in all my exams and assignments why does god choose to punish me like that! I didnt choose to be born into this family or into this life! I no longer want to be the youngest, to have sisters twice my age to feel so sick to my stomach about the results i get in my exams, the disappointment and burden i am to my family, especially my parents!! I dont want this anymore!! I didnt ask for this!! Why the fuck did god choose to punish people like this! What did i do! and the thing is i know its all my fault!
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