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OMG All the blocked sites on my laptop are unblocked for a while YAY. Now i can blog to my hearts content and actually type what im feeling cause honestly its so stupid when im writing it in my phone. Well actually right now im in the library "studying" for business and im with Jessica. To be honest i really wanted to tyoe down my feelings about Nikola and just tell you the whole story of him and how i feel things are like right now. Yes, so i have concluded that he is in fact ignoring me and our relationship is totally out of wack! The other day in modern he was having a "contest" and asking the boys out of him and this other white guy Peter who was the better wog and honestly its so stupid haha but its cute hehehe. So me and my friend Sanya were having a talk and then randomly Eric one of the guys that i hate and like said "hey Cheanda who do you think is the better wog" and to e totally honest this took me off guard and i think that it actually took Nikola by surprise to because he and i made eye contact and he looked away straight away. Then Sanya who is also wog said she was the best wog haha so then things went back to normal and in those few moments i am pretty sure Nikola didnt want anything to do with me at all. He didnt look at me for the rest of the class even when i was asked a few questions, i think what made the conversation awkward mostly was the awkward eye contact we had. Then the convo went downhill from their, if in normal circumstances where we would be on good terms he would make eye contact with me and i would say Peter hahaha and then we would have a little fight but things have been to awkward recently. I am pretty sure my relationship with him is gone and i guess i am gonna have to get over it and just move on. And on other notes school has been so busy, everyone has had exams and so far i have only had one but i had an assignment. This week coming up though is the big one! I have three exams and two on one day and also two assignments due and an in class test as well, so a very busy week! but i think i am pretty ready for everything but maybe not the assignments but i am working on them and i think i should be good for everything but cant be too sure :) Wish me luck everyone hehe but after this week i am going to relax and just enjoy whats coming next which will be christmas my favourite time of the year, and holidays where i dont have to worry about school, boys and just drama for a while hahaha :D