OMG i had a dream this morning of Nikola and he confessed he liked me?! Ok so the dream starts we are out i have no idea where i think airport?! Everyone is looking around the store and Nikola was standing behind me and he taps me on the shoulder and says "Cheanda make sure your careful when you take a taxi home ok. And let me know when you go" but like even in my dream i was confused lol but as he said this he gave me his keys and well i guess this meant he wanted to go home when i did and that he wanted me to know? I dunno lol and then everyone was saying around us 'ooooohhhhhhhh' and i blushed i think?! Haha and so he walked away around the shop. Now usually thats how my dreams with him end, like thats the only time i see him. So in my dream i do what i would do if that happened told Jessica and told her about it. But you see even in my dream i was confused, so i was discussing with Jessica if that was a confession?! She said she didnt know so she went on shopping and me too but i was confused and i looked around and Matthew G came up to me to ask me something and i saw him coming but for some reason actually what i always do i look around. And as i turn my head i see Nikola and Peter walk past but Peter was talking you see and Nikola was staring at me?! And then Matthew started talkig to me surprising me. I dont remember the convo but then it changed to me pulling Jessica into a library?? And we went to talk about the situation but it seemed that Nikola and all his friends came over to see us?! I dunno but they pulled me up and told me to sit with Nikola and talk and i was like what?! Like i was so confused and flustered and he seemed mad or sad? Which i dunno but i grabbed him cause everyone was yelling at us to talk and i pulled him behind some books down an aisle and sat down and said whats going on! He sat down looked at me and said nothing and i was like oh yeah then why is everyone yelling at us?! And then he began to talk, he said "it took me a lot of guts to say that to you and you didnt even respond?!" And i was like "to that?! I said ok? And i was confused, like i didnt get what you were trying to say!" He said "look i confessed ok! And all i wanted to do was hang out with you and instead your hanging with Matthew! " I was surprised tbh and i remember slightly moving and my body getting flustered haha I just stared at him and i said "You like me? Since when!" And he was i guess angry or something but he said agressively and kinda loudly " I have liked you since year 8 ok! And all you want to do is hang out with other guys" and again my body moved haha I stared at him and smiled, he was sitting against the wall while i was crouching down. I grabbed his hand and sat next to him and leaned on his shoulder and said "Well why didnt you say so" and the tension from his body loosened and he smiled and he told me that all he has ever wanted to do was hold my hand and just hold me in his arms. I loved listening to that and this dream, he said i have always wanted to kiss you and then the dream is a blur haha i kinda woke up LOLOLOLOL awks
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