Today i had the worst fucking day!! I had a feeling i would but it only hit me during my 4th period english class when i am sure i was calles a whore by Nikola! But he didnt say it directly to my face my friend Thanh told me that! I feel so fucked over because everyone is making rumours about me and all i wanted to do on the night was sleep and have fun but instead i had a shit fucking experience!! Just because i slept in the bed full of the guys!! I just wanted a fucking place to sleep!! Cant you fuckers see that!!
People found out about Jono trying to make a move on me but fucking hell i am still and was really pissed before!! I just want to die in my room or fall asleep in my room and never wake up or just wake up in a better world!! I honestly hate all the boys at my fuckin school!!
Everywhere i walk its like im being judged my everyone i walk past!! I hate these fucking people for judging me on what im not!! I aint a slut or a whore and fuck off i am a sensitive girl who is about to cry herself to sleep cause of all you little fuckers!!
And this is just my fucking problems!! Poor Jessica has to deal with so much shit from her bf and i just want to help her be happy!! I hate my life right now!! Im at an ultimate low!! I wanna cry myself to sleep and wake up to the holidays!! Tomorrow is finally my day to have time with Jessica! We are gonna go shopping, eat and forget all this shit!!!!
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