Well recently Nikola has been staying around me more, honestly it all could be in my mind but i cant help but feel that he is always near me!! Im not sure what to do right now with myself and the situation i have put myself into with him! Jessica keeps saying she thinks he like me but although i would love to think that i dont think its true!!
Honestly he is such a distraction in my life but right now im not caring 'too' much. Just slightly noticing and caring, mainly im just sick of the mind games and want them to stop! But i still notice things which is something that is maybe some kind of sign but i refuse to actually believe it!
With school i am just sick of it and treat it as normal. School and then home and just basically stay in my room but i try my best to do some work!! I need my notes to get into order cause i have none at the moment!! I am a little freaked out but i dont care at the moment about the future cause if i think about it too hard im gonna have a break down for sure!!
Next week is workplacement with Sandy :) this will be my time to catch up, leave school behind me and leave my mind games of Nikola behind haha
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