Today i heard some aweful news which has actually kinda made me lose my faith in everything. Today i heard of my distant uncle passed away, and we had just found out after 2 months. My Aunty i remember was always the sweetest to me and her husband my late uncle absolutely sweet to me! I remember him riding his bike bringing me bread and having the sweetest smile.
My Aunty has come across loss of loved ones many times in her life! I remember at my great Aunties funeral (my aunties mum), my aunty cried so hard as she saw her mothers coffin go down into the ground! Thats the day i cried so hard, i used to think funerals and people dying was normal, and it is but i was completely surprised of what it did to others cause i was to young to know anything. Even though i didnt know my uncle too well i just remember his sweet smile and never being able to see it anymore!
To think my family and me had just found out now, two months later which makes me sick! This means to me that death could be waiting at any corner for any of us. I feel like crying now remembering my aunties cries when her mother being buried, all i feel right now hearing that is nothing and i dont want to feel anything anymore cause it all just seems like a waist of time!
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