Beach day

Today went to the beach with a couple of friends. Had a pretty great time! The waves at the beach was awesome!! I had lots of fun and the best part was i didnt think to much and just had lots of fun! The highlight of my day was the beach and the awesome waves, the not highlight of the day was hearing Jiji being sad and pissed.

I had such a great time today cause i didnt think about the boy and i just had fun at the beach! What i know for a fact is that the beach is like my comfort zone! Since i have been overthinking so much the beach fixed that and i no longer had any thoughts in my mind! The only thing on my mind was i feel so fat in this bikini, and all my friends are sl skinny why am a couch potato around them -_- but other than that i had fun swimming and diving and talking and playing in the sand!!

The heartbreak of the day is hearing my best friend get so happy and excited about something and only to get shut down! Jiji and her bf have been going out for a while now but earlier this year they had fights, like big ones and hearing them would break my heart! One of the people i care about most in my life is Jiji and without her i wouldnt be around. So the natural thing is i want her to be happy and i tried so hard to help but i am not sure how! Even though her and her bf dont know it they are perfect for each other and fit together so well! I am not sure how to help them but i am just hoping they both get on the same page and stay together longer.

Tbh i never thought her and her bf would break up before the end of the year. But looking at them now and hearing and witnessing there talks and stuff, they belong together and just need to get along with each other differences. Its true he needs to trust more though. But watching them i dont think they should break up cause they are obviously crazy about each other and cute when together! I know they both have doubts about there relationship but they need each other!! Of course this is just my oppinion!

So the hightlight again was the beach and day at the beach, weather and etc. The bummer of the day was hearing my best friend got all sad!