Quotes

Today's post is about a few quotes i have come by which have really told my story for myself.

The first image in the corner is about how i feel alot lately. Even though how i feel is terrible i smile and basically decieve everyone and put on a show for everyone but really i am pretty messed up inside.

Second image describes Jiji my bestie. Feel stupid saying bestie, cause i sound so childish. Well moving back to the quote, well she knows everything about me and i know everything about her! Like everything!! We are so comfortable with each other not afraid to say i farted or fart in front of each other, which is creepy haha. But in other words she is basically like my sister and i love her! If she wasnt here i would probably have reaorted to cutting or gone crazy! She is the one and only girl whom really really gets me!! LOVE YOU JIJI!! :)

The middle photo is basically how i feel/felt (still trying to decide) about the guy. He makes me smile just because he smiled. But the thing is he has no idea and he probably doesnt even notice me or know that i am there! I honestly really wish for something to happen between us, for him to change, for him tl notice me and for him to actually like me. Honestly i sound desperate and that i like him but right now i dont care and i am slowly moving on but when i see him this is how i feel and how he makes me feel but for now its nothing.

The bottom left photo describes my personality. When i fall for someone i fall hard but i spend alot of time deciding if i should or not or if i even have a chance but that way i overthink! I care about others way too much, i feel i need to help them or talk to them and make them feel better! But in doing so i trust easy and get hurt so easily!

Last photo, right hand bottom photo. This image is the one i am contiplating over. Because its about him! And i find it hard to believe this logic but am hoping its true! Because i am hoping in the future he changes and matures, enough for him to be in a relationship with me. I wish for this to happen soon but some miracles dont happen overnight!  Jiji says it might happen cause we never actually know whats a head of us.

All these quotes are from twitter and i have been tweeting lately :) it helps me get out my small bursts of anger. But these quotes each have a great sense of my head, who i am, and my heart.