Conclusion

Well i have come to a conclusion on this boy issue and i have decide i am gonna try forget him cause im on holidays and not gonna bother with him!

I wont see him for 2 weeks which should give me enough time to forget! I cant stop my life, feel sorry for myself and keep caring about someone who probably doesnt even care about me one bit! I am probably going to be blogging alot and hopefully it will be about my other issues and not him LOL

The real challenge will be if i ever see him this holidays cause when i see him i change my mind and i like him again. But hopefully things will change and hopefully i wont see him! I really dont want to see him, even though probably deep inside i do, i dont!

Thats my conclusion, cause i have to keep focused on myself and have fun before i have to try for my HSC! This holiday i cant waste my time deciding if i like this guy or if i should try for him cause he isnt even worth it! There was never anything between us, it was just me imagining things and wanting it to be true!!