Cory Monteith

Today i watched the episode of glee that was a tribute to Finn Hudson. But in real life the life of Cory Monteith. I know i didnt know him and never actually spoke to him or anything but when you have glee amd been such a big fan of him hearing something like his death so suddenly is just so saddening.

The episode had come out last week and people kept saying they cried so badly and now i know why cause my eyes are so swollen that i can bearly open then and my nose so red and swollen from blowing my nose. I had been avoiding it because his death was so sudden and so unreal that i avoided it. I never knew him but he seemed like a person who would always have your back, he made me smile and i would always look forward to seeing him on the show. He always had a presence and just something that everyone loved.

Now that the episode i realise how gone he is and how much everyone loved him even if they didnt know him. His smile, his hair, his jawline and him! In the episode i kept expecting for him to pop up and say im not dead but it didnt happen. I wanted to see him come out in someones dream and sing a song or something because it all just made it too real that people had lost someone to close and so loved.

This made me think of me and that i should cherish everyday i am here and never forget that i am lucky! Even though the way he wasnt the best way, i am not going to remember him for that one little slip up and that one incident. I am going to remember him as who i knew he was, i am going to cherish everyday my life and all others around me because his passing shows no matter how old you are this could be it!