Sick -_-

I am so tired and angry and just tired cause i seem to keep getting sick and i hate it!! I still go school and i feel terrible all the time!! I cant concentrate cause half the time i have terrible headaches and i just keep smiling and laughing and that honestly doesnt help but i still do it -_-

I think i need and good sleep some good medicine and a good massage!! My body is constantly sore and i really need it! Today i had a locked jaw and OMGOSH it was so sore and i was so scared of talking! I am so tired and i have no idea if i will be able to keep up with my current timetable!

Right now i have no concern for Nikola or any other boys, but they do make me laugh and i reckon i know i just have to be friends with them! Next thing you know next post will be like " OMG Why am i so alone! I want a boyfriend" yada yada yada. But i hope not cause right now i cant deal with them! But today i did notice something and that was Nikola talking to his friend Oskar and him taking something out of his bag and honestly no surprise! Taking out packets of condoms -_- and also learned some alarming news about a few people in my year!!

But right now i am in pain and i cant deal with the bipolar weather and i just keep getting sick and i feel like vomitting! But i am still gonna go school and shit though cause i have to! But my timetable sucks cause i can never be away on any of the days cause i always have important periods on those days!! So i am f*cked and the only time i have to relax is the weekend and i have been doing that alot lately!!